The ramblings of an over tired mommy at 12:11 am

So it is exactly 12:11 am while I am typing this...I should be doing my homework (hence this is why Im still up) but atlas I can not find myself to do it.  Me and the hubs got into tonight...nothing big...just something that is bothering me obviously not to sleep.  I just feel like I should not be the only person contributing to the things around the house...ie: house work.  Why must I be the bad guy when it comes to punishing Alexandrea or telling her not to do something...OR stopping her from destroying the house.  I wish I could let her do everything she wants to around the house because I know I wont have to clean it later!!  BLAH BLAH BLAH!!  Thats the way I feel right now.!!!! JUST BLAH!!!

Ok well that felt a little better...what would REALLY feel a whole lot better is if I were to go into my bedroom, and pour a nice big ole' glass of ice cold water on the wonderful man I love and married and who is the father of my beautiful little angel!!!!!!  Should I??  Or should I not???  That is the true question....or maybe I should take off and let him be "mommy" for the WHOLE day...from "hi mommy I up" to "No mommy I dont wanna seep in my bed...mommy bed"  And on top of that, I should throw in that the house has to stay picked up, laundry has to be done AND you gotta do my homework.!!!  Not to mention maybe through in a couple hours of work @ work ontop of that...hmmmmmm  I honestly dont think he would make it....how about you???

Well I am off to bed now...gotta finish typing up my discussion post for school...then its off to slumber land to dream of a clean house with no worries in the world...tomorrow is yet another day!!